it feels like ive been riding on a cloud, rushing through things with touch and go experiences. and then i get slapped hard with the reality of it all. problems, out of all the time, have to happen in one time. regrets, disappointment, anger, love, confusion, a mixture of it all. so confused right now, worried and scared. really am trusting God fully in this, what is His purpose for my life.
i dont know why, living such a young life, im having all these kinds of regrets. asking myself why and what ifs. something that didnt bother me at first, means the world to me now. missing moments, reflecting memories. constantly.
praying hard for everything around. i believe its time i grow up, we grow up. and move the hands of God.
