Thursday, 14 March 2013

no hope

 helllloooooooo :D woah its been seriously long since ive really spent time in the internet. been super busy since the camp with college and church :) but still loving it :) yesss so i will tell you about my busy days, sorry for the lack of pictures. busy= less pics :x sorry yea but yea enjoy! i seriously miss just doing nothing and long hours of sleep! :( but  anyways im gonna talk about some things during these 2 weeks :) so many things i want to blog about but i keep on forgetting things. haha sorry but i shall try my best!


some ppl might know that my mom came over to KL for a conference so i took this chance to meet up and of course spend time with her and also Theresa! :D hehe definitely feels a little like a holiday cause my mom bought me the things i needed and also things i want! :p and you know that sense of security you have when youre with your parents? yea that feeling :) hehe
mom brought over some love! :D hehe scroll down more and you get to see what it is :D
 heheheheheh :)
 campus camp 2013. WOW just wow ;) words cant describe how much fun i had but the most important thing was that i felt like i was closer to God. yea the feeling of belonging and loved :) so many things happened last year and the start of this year, i just needed to surrender to Him :) met so many new friends through camp and also spend loads of time with homies (were gonna split soon) :) yea and i got to really hang with Patricia again! :D just like old times :) hmmmm cannot describe all lah, would have to experience it yourself :) hehe mind you, the place wasnt grand at all, cockroaches in rooms and flies during meals but definitely worth it :) and some other things as well :) BTW MY TEAM WON OKAYYYSSSS. we lah paling enthusiastic! :D haha i was actually not assigned to any teams at first (they forget my name)  so i thought my team was nothing. they proved me wrong! :D seriously great time :DD

 this was taken in church. haha my huddle leader and also pillar of support, Jade :) pretty eih? :)
 did immobilization of enzymes for bio prac :)
 ahhhhh this was what my mom broguht over! :DDD hehehehe
 after camp, me and my homies really got closer. haha we hang out now like seriously very often. starbucks! :D
 churchhhhhh :) acts kids builders on rock :)
 BIG CAMPUS WELCOME PARTYYYY :) hehe ask me about it if you wanna know ;) polaroidssssss
 if you follow me in insta, you would have seen this :) the vouchers are definitely for these! :D
 wonderful birthday gift from Clara and Pat! :D so so blessed and also from Lawrence! didnt take a pic but yea. haha
 had huddle meeting with Pat and Jade on tuesday :) wow felt great :) the support and encouragement :) i just wish that i could tell more and do more. hmmm well we went to this place in Bangsar called Nosh. erm the food was good :) but pricey lah. haha




 another bio prac! :D
 yessss it was pink wednesday! 
 anddddd last night was crazy. went to have dinner with homies and ended up coming back around 1. LOL went to visit Lawrence in his workplace (which i shall not mention but its kinda obvious HAHA) and waited for him to finish but ended up didnt even get to talk much. LOL this game is superrrrr funnnnnn. hahaha
 this is pretty good :)

okay im gonna talk about some things here. just need to let out some things. so many things happening to me but thank God i have friends who are supportive. i may look okay outside but sometimes im really just breaking down. confused about my future, regretting about the past. definitely two of the worst feelings ever. but im gonna trust God fully. please help me God :( yea i dont know but i seriously have this feeling of regret all the time. dont ask me whether i have feelings cause im pushing it down, deep. now im just looking from afar, staring at my phone and living in the past hoping that things were back like how it used to be. sigh.  

thats about all.