increasing capacity

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY SWEET SWEET WIFE! ;)))) awww youre finally 18 :)) hehe i know you said you feel old now, welcome to the club! :D hehe just wanna wish you a happy birthday and i hope you loveee the surprise and gift! cryyyyyyyy eih? :p hehe well just wanna tell you how much we all and I LOVE YOU OKAYYYYY :) well im wishing you all the good things yea :) stay my love and being for me also. LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND I MISS YOU ALSOOOOO :)))) cannot wait to see you when both of us get back ;) 

helloooooo people! ;) heres an update on what ive been doing lately ;) been so blessed by my parents, i keep asking for money and get scolding but they still continue to support. yesss i feel so bad so im gonna stop whatever going out and all and food as well. LOL no im NOT RICH. anyways, its our Bon Bon's birthday so me and Chung decided to make something for her. so yea, this is the behind the scenes of the surprise! :D haha well not so much of a surprise lah but at least we made you cry Yvonne :p hehe anyways yea see the pics and you will know ;) i wanted to blog and insta about all of these for so long but kept it in cause i would ruin the surprise but now i can! :D haha me and chung did everything so rushed and all but we manage to finish it that night and it turned out to be so niceeeee ;) hehehe nevertheless, we had a fun time doing what we love to! :D

 yessss who drew those cute stick girls??? :DDDD guess who is who? XD

 erm if you realise its one page mine and one page chungs ;) anyone wanna pay us for making cards? :D HAHA

my favourite part of the card! :D

see the distinct difference between both of ours? :p LOL easy to figure out who is whos right?

 the ugly pic of me with oily hair and tired face. yesss sorry yea, it was definitely late when we were done ;)

 alrightttt so on thursday was a christmas themed lecture :)))) MY LECTURER SUPER NICE OKAYYYY. thats why i love her more! :D she asked us to wear christmas colours and all. since we had the smarties question so she gave us each oneee. some more she brought a cake as well to celebrate! WHAT KIND OF LECTURER SO NICE ONEEE. hehe and my friend brought chocolates also so it was a partyyyyy ;) was so happy and content with the cake and chocs. haha im having such a bad choc craving lately but got no money to buy. thank God i have awesome friends to give me some. LOL HAHA 

 B1 2012 :)

 oh oh! this is bio class and bio lecturer ;)))) 

 haha not nice right post without selcas XD LOL i didnt know which to choose so post both lahhh :p

 

 so yea on friday me and my friends went to midvalley to shopppppp :) well there are a lot of things to shop but i guess im a picky shopper. LOL i cannot shop with certain people. no offence. but i bought some films! :DDDD OMGGGG SO HAPPY BUT AT THE SAME TIME HEART BROKEN. i used like 108 for 3 films. i know for some of you thats okay and quite cheap but for me its like a bomb. HAHA but i had to get it cause so niceeeee and its the new films! :D how to say no? LOL and i want all of the new ones in the pic. oh yea ohhhh i realise that films from midvalley are different from films in pyramid. midvalley got more but some nice ones are in pyramid. and pyramid is cheaper! :D wanna know where and which shop just ask kay? ;) i wannnnttttt alll of the films :( santa, im a good good girl :(((

 oh yea it was my friends Dylan's birthday also! :DDD HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

 the cake not bad ;) like macaroon and also like cake. haha

 thai food for lunch. dont see like not much red and chili. trust me, its spicy. haha

 and then it was Homes! :D been so busy these past few days going out early and coming back late at night. UGH but but its fun lahhhh ;) hehe this was the last homes for 2012 already :( so fast right? LOL haha i had a super fun time and the food was great! like christmas dinner okay with roast chicken and baked potatoes :) and the deco sooooooo niceeee also all done by Lawrence ;) hehe the words below i do one, with help from others to cut lah. not easy okayyy to cut mounting board. i even cut my finger. butttt its all worth it ;) hehe actually the deco more than this but i was so busy that i didnt really take pics. so just a glimpse lah ;) oh yea, the words fell when my Homes leader was talking. haha

 raymonddddddd ;) he insisted we take pictures so i did ;)

 entrance to Nat's house ;) LOL presents on the floor right? haha i was curious also when i first arrived then my friend said it was for homeless ppl and i really believed! :((( so easy to cheat me. LOL its all deco which means its empty. haha

we all got gifts that night! :D and we got notes from each other as well. i got from my huddle girl, nana :) so sweet she write the noteee. i almost cried okayyyy :))) and and the nail polish from jade ;) souvenir from Melbourne :)))) haha and the red choc from Lawrence :) very nice of him to give everyone a gift also! :D

 soooo on saturday i started my day with this. haha

 thennn...i went to do the community service fro moral. it was HARD WORK. we went there like around 2 and got back at 11. yea i almost fainted and all cause it was so hot and packed. yea and my shoes ended up wet and dirty already but it was a great experience. ask me about it if you wanna know. yea told this story too many times also. haha

 super tired.

 then the next day, dragged myself out of bed to go to church! :D

then after churchhhhhh it was off to shop with chungggggg :)))) omgggg after so long of not shopping, it was good ;))) but since i am broke, i spent very wisely okayyyy ;) hehe had a lot of fun as well :DDDD hehehe thai food again!

 deco in Pavi :)

 it was both a good and a bad day for us. so funny we miss the lrt and it was raining and all. HAHA

"God's plan is to mold, break and mold and break us again. break away from our mindsets." Ps Kenneth.

fight to failure

 alrighttttt heres another blog post! am running out of ideas on how to start the post already. haha anyways been really busy the whole week doing a lot of stuff which i dont know what was it now. HAHA been procrastinating a lot and doing nothing lately. haha i just dont have the mood to go to class and study and all. THANK GOD I ONLY HAVE ANOTHER ONE AND A HALF DAYS TO GO. and then its just moral for 2 hours and chem extra class for 2 hours also! OMGGG THEN ITS BACK TO KK FOR TWO WHOLE WEEKS :)))) *heaven singing HAHAHA yessss 

im just gonna show you what ive been doing and eating so yea ;)

i dont remember what meal this was but yea ;) healthy all the wayyyyyyy ;)

this was a week ago in upstairs cafe in SS12 ;))) the food is okay okay lah but the red velvet cake is superrrrr ;))))

 this was to huddle meeting ;) look at the tired face, the week i started school with so much homework and all. LOL

 serenade you with myself. LOL the transition from the sleepy morning look to the SS look. HAHA

andddd it was my friend's birthday!!!! :DDD so HAPPY BIRTHDAY DANIEL ;)))) i doubt you can see this but yea ;) haha

 so like we went to Plan B after launch to have dinner with birthday boy since he wanted to ;) i was sitting next to him while all his other friends sitting across the table. pity him, he got no one to talk to. HAHA

 haha veggie sandwich? XD

 my bio lecturer is like the coolest lecturer ever! :D she wanted us to do the homework by ourselves so she offered to give us Smarties to reward us. LOL but ended up no one did it but she still shared some! :D and then she did it again and asked us to do another question with smarties. she didnt prepare any cause she thought that no one did it again but ended up everyone doing it! :D haha seeeeee the smarties works! :D tmr is christmas themed bio class! :D WOOOOOOHHHHH ;)

so we did like a pre birthday celebration for my friend Yen You ;) her birthday is on dooms day. LOL but since all of us are going for holidays so yea ;) hehe all of them are the best girls you can hang out with in college. we tease each other and have who eats the fastest during lunch contest everyday XD LOL full of love and care, these friends ;)

 bought cake and all ;) LOL i sapu all the green tea cake :D HAHA

 okay i just wanna THANK GOD FOR THIS. i have so many testimonies that i can share this week! the moral thing (you can ask me personally) and also this math test i had! :D the test was on Monday and you all know that i went out the whole day on sunday until late night. even my Homes leader asked me to go back to study but i didnt want to XD LOL even Daniel asked about my test during his dinner but i still insisted that i wanna go. HAHA well and then i actually had some time to study during moral and free period but i just didnt want to and all. cause of some things that happened on sunday lah. so i decided that im not gonna study and just do my best and depend on God. LOL and then i took the test. after the test, i thought to myself like seiiii lohhhhh, im gonna fail this time. i seriously thought that i would. and when teacher gave back the paper the next day, i just hoped for a mere 50++ yea that bad. anyways when i got my paper back i was SUPER SURPRISED OKAYYYY. i was thanking God for His mercy and grace towards me. i swear i didnt study or do any questions at all. i did read some of the notes but the notes were just the things i knew already which is the kinematics equation and all. NO this is not to brag about how smart i am but to glorify my God who is so ever awesome and great ;) Hes done and given me so much that im really really blessed :) THANK YOU GOD :D 

 so this week was the last practical for Bio and Chem :( im gonna miss practicals so much! all the fun and stress we have :((( anyways it was a great way to end it cause we did chromatography for bio! :D we watched YouTube for this okayyyyy :p haha

 then it was making azo dye for Chem! so so much funnnn but tiring lah cause a lot of work needs to be given even for just a small amount of product :) nevertheless, i had a lot of funnnnn ;) classes are gonna officially end this friday (some on thursday) so im not gonna see some of my friends :((( so saddddd but oh well going back to KK beats it all! :D HAHA

oh yeaaaa i forgot to take pic with you Chung last night! LOL first time ever meeting and not taking pics XD haha had a full convo with my monkey and i feel so much better knowing what i need to do ;) thanks a lot love! :D hehe

im beginning to think how it would be like if i start to get involve in a relationship again. should i or should i not? hmmmm definitely not now. i cannot put everything i once had and experienced aside just like that. no space for heartbreaks and love.

my hand will sustain him, surely my arm will strengthen him. no enemy will subject him to tribute, no wicked man will oppress  him. i will crush his foes before him and strike down his adversaries. my faithful love will be with him, and through my name his horn will be exalted. i will maintain my love to him forever, and my covenant with him will never fail. Psalms 89 : 21 onward.

" we got to stop putting a limit to God. saying yes to God, we will stand to experience His purpose but no go, no show. it is very important to go!" Ps Kenneth

more to come!

im having mix feelings now. its like i feel so refresh after church and launching of actsperimen 4.0. but at the same time, all these stupid emo feelings come flooding in. i just cannot believe, history is repeating itself. im gonna loose 2 good friends again and turn everyone against each other. why, why do i have to exist and be that person. i hate this. 

God help me not react but respond. i want to see Your way. please. i just cannot do this anymore.

building spiritual muscles

 HELLLOOOOO ;) too bored right now (actually i have a lot of things to do, im just too lazy) haha yessss. im so excited cause my mom just called and next year is going to be great! :D sooooo excited ;) i miss my parents so much and also my sis! :( cant wait to get back home where i dont have to worry so much. life has been really tough even after exams, a lot of really stupid things are happening. yea anyways i will NOT let these things get in my way, God doesnt allow things that we cannot handle to happen. we're tested in what we ALREADY know :) haha i got nothing much to blog about except my complains about school and lecturers and some things. i will save you the nagging and complaints. im  not that cruel ;) went to huddle meeting last night and also to church just now in the afternoon. had fun and going to church tmr for the whole day so might not be blogging cause i have a test to study for which is on the next day! ;) yeap anyways people please come and talk to me. im so lonely cause my housemate left i literally dont really talk now. so sad :( so desperate lah me. haha ohhh yeaaa I DESPERATELY WANNA GO SHOPPING :(((( its been too long. but the next two weeks will be hell, extra classes and moral. yea dumb dumb moral. sigh. nevermind. yea please someone, go shopping? :/

since i dont have pics to post, these are pics that i didnt post. HAHA got more lah but i wouldnt wanna scare/bore you with my face. LOL the chubby fat face with the skinny one. 

this is what sweat does to your hair XD haha from the neat hair from the above pic to the frizzy messy hair below. LOL XD

two more weeks to home. i wanna go eat pork, jog and climb hills, meet my kids, hang with friends, spend time with mommy and daddy, shop, celebrate christmas, go to parties, rest, swim and act dead and just live like how i used to. without all these cares. 

"dont resist struggles and problems because God is pruning us. if we give into our problems, we are saying that we are weak, so challenge your problems instead! live everyday as an inspiration." Jade, huddle leader.