safety zone

i decided to just finish off with this post, i might have more stuff to blog about later on. haha :) this is what i meant about my eyes getting smaller. sooner or later its gonna be -.- haha the reason why i took this pic was cause that morning was the morning of my interview, can you see the anxiety in my eyes? :)

thank you ppl for the gifts and wishes :) appreciate it :) oh yea special thanks to my KL friends, be it college or church. even though my birthday already over, they still treated me and all. esp my church friends, LOL funny night, everyone got lost and ended up eating dinner at 10. haha but still thank you all! :D

 my friend was so excited when i did this, this pic was not taken by me.

 open house! :D super funnnnnn :)

 sorry yea i couldnt rotate the pic so yea :) all the food are birthday celebrations meal so yea :)

 the 10 pm dinner. HAHA

 my church friends still bought a cupcake and lit it and sang happy birthday :) AWWWW :))) and everyone had to wake up at dawn to go to church to serve except me. AWWWW :3 thank you all! and homes is gonna split already :(((( wouldnt be able to meet and have fun with all the homies in homes anymore :(((

 it was my church's 13th anniversary last sunday :) hehe was serving and i was running around the whole time but it was fun :) got to spend more time with the teachers and all :) but some small matter happened which i dont wanna mention but yea :) hehe great time! and and i met so many KK ppl as well that i didnt know were in KL. like WOAH :O haha

 awesome walk through memory lane :) the the thumbprints represent balloons which ascends the church every year :) the more balloons, the higher the church flies :)

 and then i had lunch with the homies to celebrate another homies' bday :) then it was time with KK ppl! :D

 we decided to have our own chap goh mei dinner since all of us are here, indeed great time catching up :)

 another pic to prove how awesomely small my eyes are getting. haha

  this took like ages to finish. HAHA

 everyone except stanley will kill me for posting this pic. haha

 hehe :)

 yeap :) 

 and then the next day, my bio class had lau sang! haha 

  

it is another week of torture.

"church which is irresistible to God, will be irresistible to men." ~Ps Kenneth

bittersweet days

Hello people! i know its been long, time has been really too short i cant seem to find the time to do anything. haha yesss im long back in the most stressful place on earth and im hating every single second spent here. i swear to myself, if my child does not want to go to UK for studies, i will never let them take A levels. NEVER TAKE THIS RIDICULOUS COURSE, YOU WILL REGRET AND DIE OF IT. haha unless youre made up of iron and have no feelings :) recently ive been thinking a lot about life back in KK, whether it was a wise decision to transfer, a tinge of regret filled with disappointments. but going through all the crap here makes me really wanna go back home and study there, at least i have friends to go through all of it :) and of course parents as well. oh well, i only have 3 months to go so im counting down the days! :D

so im gonna start with what i did back in KK, i thought i spent my time okay okay lah :) at least i did manage to do some homework and hang out with some ppl :) and also go to open houses and all. this years CNY was just average, i think the previous years were better. 

its just yvonne now. hmmmm

 this pic of my nephew super cuteeeee

 i went back and helped my parents with cleaning up, found some stuff i used to cherish and treat like my treasure. brings back all the wonderful bittersweet memories ;)

 if you have come to my house and see this room, you would be seriously impressed at how clean it is now. ehem ehem :p

 reunion dinner!

 church :) i dont know why, my eyes are getting seriously smaller and smaller. haha sooner or later i would look like im sleeping all the time. haha

 one thing i miss the most :(

 LOL look at how happy my mom is. haha

 DROOLLLLSSSSS

 i just realise i didnt take any pics this year in open houses. hmmm its sad.

 i didnt get to eat the really good sang nyuk mian, but i got to eat tuaran mee :)

 valentines day dinner :) every year, my dad never forget about me :)

 the next day, i went jogging and hiking early to catch the sunrise :) how did i do it? i begged my friend, as a birthday gift :) it is definitely one of the best gifts i got :)

 lunch :)

 honestly, this year's bday was not really what i hoped for but im not gonna say anymore. well, at least church friends in KL are pretty awesome :)

 the last day in KK :)

 before i left, i went to church and got to spend time with some of the kids again :) i almost just cried there and then. another 3 months. 

 selwyn is just too adorable! :D

 happy belated birthday to me :)

excited to the max

OMGGGGG GOING BACK TMRRRRR :DDD and bringing back gazilion homeworks too! :(( oh well at least im coming home! :D haha well my week has been terrific :) minus out the test stress and horrible nightmares, its alright! im always looking forward and counting days till i go back! :D went to acts kids training on monday and had a crazy time, didnt know teachers whom i respect can be that crazy. haha got the first cake (well cupcake lahhh) for my birthday! :D hehe so plussss lah the excitement! :D and and nothing can beat the news that i got just just now :PPP interview dates are set! :D WOO HOOOOOO :DDD im gonna submit everything to God and let Him be the boss! :D hehe gonna miss hanging out with homies though :) 

wanted to take a decent picture but yea sorry yea. HAHA

after years of meeting kids, i can truly say that my nephew is one of the cutest :D seriously, im not being choosy! :D

 had some dinner with le roommate yesterday :)

 the only church service when i didnt serve, of course must dress up a bit. HAHA

CNY, hope that you treat me well and give me some good old fun :)

pasta

 HELLOOOO :) hmmmm well another week has pass! time sure does pass by fast :) erm well im glad its only a few days back home :) and one week nearer to 19!  :O getting really old now, how to preserve youth? HAHA went to homes last night and had a great time. i really miss just hanging out with the homies :) too bad that homes is splitting :(( well we will have to separate sooner or later eih? anyways just to update on what ive been doing :)

erm yea ive been using a load of money so yea. i decided now to cut down on expenses especially food :) hehe so yea these are pics of food i had when i was still delusional about my financial situation. LOL

 awesome bulgogi burger man! :D

 my nephew is wishing us all HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR :P hehe

 ive been down to KL two times the past week and going down to that place really burns money. no joke, its like i forget about how much i have and just shop. LOL so yea this pic is the time i went down with sis and chung :) had super much fun and burn a lot of money as well that day. haha btw the left side is mine and right is chung's. both of us agree that its been long since we had healthy food. haha so yea ppl who are back home with good old home cooked food, be grateful! :D

 and then on monday i went to this awesome breakfast place to eat brunch with le homies :) that day was super fun even though i had to come back doing all the crappy homework. and also, i watched hansel and gretel okayyyyyy.  i survived watching it!

 this place is super good for bfast and lunch. but you would have to prepare yourself to waiting and lining  up though :) its like what they say, no pain no gain :)

 just look at the wonderful food we had! :D mine was big breakfast with pork sausage :) haha well it looks small here but trust me, i couldnt even finish it. my friend had to finish it for me. i did try my best okayyyy.

super cute nephewwwww :)

 </3 the times when i feel lonely

 say hello to my girlfriends in sunway :)

alright, wish me luck in the three tests im having the nest few days :) 

i practically just hate life now. i hate how stressful it is to wake up extra early everyday to do homework or study because i never have enough time to do so. i hate how the lecturers are competing to see who gives the most tests. i hate how tired and sick i am to even go to class. i hate the amount of work i have to do until sleeping is no longer a choice. i hate how even though im sick, i still have to do work and stay up late and wake up early again to finish. i hate how im having all these stupid dreams and insomnia even though im dead tired.  i hate how little passion i have now for studies. i hate myself for hating all these.

i just wanna go home and celebrate my birthday and just rest. is it too much to ask for? the only thing thats keeping me sane is going to church. ugh. 

im afraid that the journey is too long and fuel is running out. that i wouldnt be able to see the end. and just give up.