fight to failure

 alrighttttt heres another blog post! am running out of ideas on how to start the post already. haha anyways been really busy the whole week doing a lot of stuff which i dont know what was it now. HAHA been procrastinating a lot and doing nothing lately. haha i just dont have the mood to go to class and study and all. THANK GOD I ONLY HAVE ANOTHER ONE AND A HALF DAYS TO GO. and then its just moral for 2 hours and chem extra class for 2 hours also! OMGGG THEN ITS BACK TO KK FOR TWO WHOLE WEEKS :)))) *heaven singing HAHAHA yessss 

im just gonna show you what ive been doing and eating so yea ;)

i dont remember what meal this was but yea ;) healthy all the wayyyyyyy ;)

this was a week ago in upstairs cafe in SS12 ;))) the food is okay okay lah but the red velvet cake is superrrrr ;))))

 this was to huddle meeting ;) look at the tired face, the week i started school with so much homework and all. LOL

 serenade you with myself. LOL the transition from the sleepy morning look to the SS look. HAHA

andddd it was my friend's birthday!!!! :DDD so HAPPY BIRTHDAY DANIEL ;)))) i doubt you can see this but yea ;) haha

 so like we went to Plan B after launch to have dinner with birthday boy since he wanted to ;) i was sitting next to him while all his other friends sitting across the table. pity him, he got no one to talk to. HAHA

 haha veggie sandwich? XD

 my bio lecturer is like the coolest lecturer ever! :D she wanted us to do the homework by ourselves so she offered to give us Smarties to reward us. LOL but ended up no one did it but she still shared some! :D and then she did it again and asked us to do another question with smarties. she didnt prepare any cause she thought that no one did it again but ended up everyone doing it! :D haha seeeeee the smarties works! :D tmr is christmas themed bio class! :D WOOOOOOHHHHH ;)

so we did like a pre birthday celebration for my friend Yen You ;) her birthday is on dooms day. LOL but since all of us are going for holidays so yea ;) hehe all of them are the best girls you can hang out with in college. we tease each other and have who eats the fastest during lunch contest everyday XD LOL full of love and care, these friends ;)

 bought cake and all ;) LOL i sapu all the green tea cake :D HAHA

 okay i just wanna THANK GOD FOR THIS. i have so many testimonies that i can share this week! the moral thing (you can ask me personally) and also this math test i had! :D the test was on Monday and you all know that i went out the whole day on sunday until late night. even my Homes leader asked me to go back to study but i didnt want to XD LOL even Daniel asked about my test during his dinner but i still insisted that i wanna go. HAHA well and then i actually had some time to study during moral and free period but i just didnt want to and all. cause of some things that happened on sunday lah. so i decided that im not gonna study and just do my best and depend on God. LOL and then i took the test. after the test, i thought to myself like seiiii lohhhhh, im gonna fail this time. i seriously thought that i would. and when teacher gave back the paper the next day, i just hoped for a mere 50++ yea that bad. anyways when i got my paper back i was SUPER SURPRISED OKAYYYY. i was thanking God for His mercy and grace towards me. i swear i didnt study or do any questions at all. i did read some of the notes but the notes were just the things i knew already which is the kinematics equation and all. NO this is not to brag about how smart i am but to glorify my God who is so ever awesome and great ;) Hes done and given me so much that im really really blessed :) THANK YOU GOD :D 

 so this week was the last practical for Bio and Chem :( im gonna miss practicals so much! all the fun and stress we have :((( anyways it was a great way to end it cause we did chromatography for bio! :D we watched YouTube for this okayyyyy :p haha

 then it was making azo dye for Chem! so so much funnnn but tiring lah cause a lot of work needs to be given even for just a small amount of product :) nevertheless, i had a lot of funnnnn ;) classes are gonna officially end this friday (some on thursday) so im not gonna see some of my friends :((( so saddddd but oh well going back to KK beats it all! :D HAHA

oh yeaaaa i forgot to take pic with you Chung last night! LOL first time ever meeting and not taking pics XD haha had a full convo with my monkey and i feel so much better knowing what i need to do ;) thanks a lot love! :D hehe

im beginning to think how it would be like if i start to get involve in a relationship again. should i or should i not? hmmmm definitely not now. i cannot put everything i once had and experienced aside just like that. no space for heartbreaks and love.

my hand will sustain him, surely my arm will strengthen him. no enemy will subject him to tribute, no wicked man will oppress  him. i will crush his foes before him and strike down his adversaries. my faithful love will be with him, and through my name his horn will be exalted. i will maintain my love to him forever, and my covenant with him will never fail. Psalms 89 : 21 onward.

" we got to stop putting a limit to God. saying yes to God, we will stand to experience His purpose but no go, no show. it is very important to go!" Ps Kenneth

more to come!

im having mix feelings now. its like i feel so refresh after church and launching of actsperimen 4.0. but at the same time, all these stupid emo feelings come flooding in. i just cannot believe, history is repeating itself. im gonna loose 2 good friends again and turn everyone against each other. why, why do i have to exist and be that person. i hate this. 

God help me not react but respond. i want to see Your way. please. i just cannot do this anymore.

building spiritual muscles

 HELLLOOOOO ;) too bored right now (actually i have a lot of things to do, im just too lazy) haha yessss. im so excited cause my mom just called and next year is going to be great! :D sooooo excited ;) i miss my parents so much and also my sis! :( cant wait to get back home where i dont have to worry so much. life has been really tough even after exams, a lot of really stupid things are happening. yea anyways i will NOT let these things get in my way, God doesnt allow things that we cannot handle to happen. we're tested in what we ALREADY know :) haha i got nothing much to blog about except my complains about school and lecturers and some things. i will save you the nagging and complaints. im  not that cruel ;) went to huddle meeting last night and also to church just now in the afternoon. had fun and going to church tmr for the whole day so might not be blogging cause i have a test to study for which is on the next day! ;) yeap anyways people please come and talk to me. im so lonely cause my housemate left i literally dont really talk now. so sad :( so desperate lah me. haha ohhh yeaaa I DESPERATELY WANNA GO SHOPPING :(((( its been too long. but the next two weeks will be hell, extra classes and moral. yea dumb dumb moral. sigh. nevermind. yea please someone, go shopping? :/

since i dont have pics to post, these are pics that i didnt post. HAHA got more lah but i wouldnt wanna scare/bore you with my face. LOL the chubby fat face with the skinny one. 

this is what sweat does to your hair XD haha from the neat hair from the above pic to the frizzy messy hair below. LOL XD

two more weeks to home. i wanna go eat pork, jog and climb hills, meet my kids, hang with friends, spend time with mommy and daddy, shop, celebrate christmas, go to parties, rest, swim and act dead and just live like how i used to. without all these cares. 

"dont resist struggles and problems because God is pruning us. if we give into our problems, we are saying that we are weak, so challenge your problems instead! live everyday as an inspiration." Jade, huddle leader.

Living the extra life

alright this is my second post!!! :D exciteddddd. LOL haha so as all of you might know, it was CHUNG'S BIRTHDAY ON TUESDAYYYYY :DDDD hehehe we did so many things for her birthday, i remember doing the video, card and shop for her gift. THANK GOD I WAS SMART ENOUGH TO DO HER CARD LIKE WAYYYY BEFORE THE LAST PAPERS. haha :))) anyways i enjoyed doing her cards every year cause i know what it feels like to receive cards ;) one of the best feelings ever! :D yea i was really happy and excited for her birthday cause shes FINALLY 18! :P old sudahhhh so Chung, you cannot say we are old :P

its my honor to show you the makings of the card ;)

 for your information, the pics are pics taken only this year! :D and there are actually some i didnt print. HAHA yesss we love pictures :D

 the end product ;)

 then it was the dinner! :D GOOD FOOD :D

 LOL we only had 6 cupcakes so the space was limited for words. HAHA so it was just HEY SEXY (22/7)which means pie ;), YOURE 18! :DDD

pretty and hot right my babe? ;)

 one of the pics i took that night. LOL i was busy with other stuff and all and i didnt bring my camera, only polaroid so limited pics :(

 oh yea i know im rough :P

 finally went to the famous mamak place, Murni! :D yesss ;) not bad lah the food ;)

haha i guess thats all. well it wasnt that much to blog about now that i look back. LOL so i was over reacting. haha sorry! XD

finally, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU MY MONKEYYYYY :))) haha i wished you too many times in all the social network webs so cute it short here, I LOVEEEE YOU BERY BERY MUCHHHH <3 xoxoxo

first try

HEYYYY MY FIRST POST IN THIS NEW BLOGGGGGG :) hehe as all of you know, my other blog is full of pics until blogger didnt allow me to post anymore so i decided to change my blog to this! :D got soooo manyyy things to blog about, from the end of exam period to outings to food to school! haha yessss but ive been so busy until yesterday that i only had time to blog and found out that my quota is over. so here i am blogging again! it feels gooddddd ;)

so yea, if you know me or you follow me in insta, you would have known my housemate already left :( so sad lah i literally spent my last few days with her even though i had two papers that week. yesss we watched movies and shopped and ate ;) im gonna miss those times :( im gonna miss these times :(

really random and last minute card i made after my chem paper and before physics paper. haha

then after friday I TASTED FREEDOM :DDDD that is until monday when school started. so sad i know :(  oh yea, these are all the past years i did :O i know it doesnt seem many BUT TRUST ME THIS CAN KILL YOU. you guys should go and watch the trending video in You tube. haha dumb ways to die. my friends were talking about it and all of us agree that taking A levels is one of the dumbest way to die ;)

okay so heres how it came to the Friday night outing. after the chem test i took, i went back to my room and suddenly Patricia called me to ask whether i was free that night and coincidentally i was! SOOO LUCKYYY OF ME BECAUSE I GOT THE CHANCE TO EAT FREE FLOW OF BASKIN ROBINS THAT NIGHTTTTTT :DDD Pat won tickets and she brought me! :D ask me for the details if you wanna know, i kinda sien already cause i told this story like 2047029471413 times ;)

ice cream eating competition! :D

i went back a happy fat girl! :DDDD haha btw i had 5 scoops that night :D i knowwwww fatttttttttt :p

then the next day was outing with the KK people and Kerry! :DDDD sooooo longgggg since all of us went out so it was kinda nice ;) we talk non stop like how KK people talk XD haha

this is in forever 21, we waited so longggg for Kerry to shop but we are all glad she had a good time! :D Kerry if youre reading this, come to KL MORE OFTEN :DDD

forgive me for the ugliness, please understand i just finish one of the worst experience mankind could bear XD

makannnnnn

drool people drool! :P

churchhhhhh. haha i purposely post this pic cause the lighting cover my face. LOL coffee and sleepless nights made me ugly. LOL

okayyyy so Monday was school. LET ME TELL YOU I NEVER REMEMBERED SCHOOL THIS TIRING AND STRESSFUL. seriously like only 2 days after the exams, we had to wake up early and go to school and STUDY AND DO SO MUCH HOMEWORK AND PROJECTS :O my lecturer told us that mocks is in 12 weeks =.= seriously lah exams was just 2 days ago. PFTTTTTTT. anyways i went off after lunch to church with Lawrence cause we decided to surprise Eric since we were suppose to go out but Eric needed to finish the deco for kids camp ;) yeap Eric is like super proud of what he did esp this entrance thingy. haha super real right? im also amazed! :D i helped out a bit okayyyy, the rocks down there i make oneeee ;))) well that day was tiring and fun and stressful as well. but we had a good time eating dinner and watching breaking dawn so yea ;) oh oh! btw the theme of the camp was Gods creation so which means the dinosaur era ;)

we had fish and co for dinner! :D i know we have fish and co in KK but KL oneee super niceeee and betterrrr :))) the fish and chips alone got like italian style, malaysian, singaporean, thailand and many moreee. good also! :D

haha this was what i had most of the time after my housemate left. need to save money and loose weight.

"what we used to be incapable of, now we are capable because we said yes and allowed the Lord to enlarge us. when the chance comes for us to make decisions, we dont back down. there are a lot of 'opportunities' (what we label as problems) that we can say yes to! PUSH IN AND PRESS THROUGH" Ps Kenneth

alrightttt i need to go jog now and when i get back i will post more about other stuffff :DDDD