There is no room for regrets

 HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDYYYYY :) heheh love you!

AWESUMMMM alright i know im not suppose to be blogging now but i cannot stand studying the whole time. HAHA even though i need to the most now.  wellll the past week has been a hectic week, theres not a night that im not out! BUT IM SERIOUSLY BLESSED :D well i did manage to finish homeworks and all so its a good thing! :D hehe im just gonna run through what i did :) it may not be in sequence so yea, sorry! 

interview with IMU on thursday ;) thank God for the taxi to go there and come back as well.

 the sauce in below kayyyyyy

 my nephew sleeping. AWWWWWW :3

the sweetest Disney movie ever :)

yogurt with roommate!

good friday service!

delicious again for dinner :)

my nephew is getting super BIGGGGGG :D the beanie also dont fit already. HAHA

dinner with huddle girls on thursday night :) AWESUMMMM night, its been quite some time since we were gathered like that. definitely blessed to be in a huddle :)

so on saturday i went to ACTS KIDS COMMUNITY GIVEBACK. WOAH words cannot express how i felt, some people were asking me how was it and i was superrrrr excited to explain. it made me realise why i joined kids ministry at first :) met so many new kids and got to show some love :) it opened everyones perspective of these underprivileged children. due to certain reasons, i cant describe much but you get the idea! :D the kids were the ones who did everything from planning to doing the program to cleaning! we just monitored :))) got to spend some good time with other teachers as well and also got to be a mom to our children :))) hehehe just a great time!

so excited for acts kids training tmr!!! :DDDD  HEH

Easter is...

E- Emmanuel

A- Anything is possible with God

S- Second chance

T- Truth

E- Elpis (Hope)

R- Revival and Resurrection 

message today was really good!

"there is a reason for the rain, there is a purpose in the pain....If you believe it, you've got to be and live it! Where is the need, hurt or obstacle? Would you be honest enough to tell God where and what is it?" -Ps Andy

wont run dry

HAHAHA im gonna start my post with meeeeeeeeee :D

how is everyoneeee? :) well the nearer it is to A2, the more freaked out i am. so many things i havent done, not to mention im leaving this place in less than 3 months timeee! hmmmm the pic above is last week's, when i was serving. IM BEGINNING TO BE REMEMBERED BY KIDSSS. GREATEST ACHIEVEMENT SO FARRRRR :D kids are actually saying hi to me outside church. OMMMGGGG IM GONNA SHED TEARS. acts kids is definitely difficult, the work, commitment and also the kids! for weeks ive been so thick faced saying hi to kids and parents and kids just ignore me. all the time. but its getting better now! went to church today, doing registration, i was thinking the whole time the first time i walked through the doors of acts church. how much ive grown and i used to be a stranger to everyone. but now i know at least a few people here and there ;) definitely fitting in :) gonna make use of my remaining months useful! :D 

im gonna let you go through a food coma first! :P

 OMGGGGG I WANT THIS RIGHT NOWWWWWW

 another food my mom brought overrrr! :D

 played uno stacks on monday before lunch. haha long timeeee never play.

 another insta pic :) that is garlic and gingerrrrrr

 spaghetti bolognese with broccoli :) pro okay meeeee :p

 went out for dinner with pat and daniel on friday to publikkkkaaaaaa. hahaha and then we had coffee at 9 at night. what in the world we were thinking?? HAHA

anyways im praying hard for everyone in their studies, definitely there are times when we feel like giving up, DONT! cause you wouldnt wanna be regretting in the future. hmmmmm im having mixed feelings, haha wanted to blog about some stuff but my friend just told me that there might be a test tmr so i should be studying! :D do keep me in prayers :) thanks!

"redeemer of my past and present wrongs, holder of my future days to come"

Your Presence is Heaven to me by Israel Houghton

no hope

 helllloooooooo :D woah its been seriously long since ive really spent time in the internet. been super busy since the camp with college and church :) but still loving it :) yesss so i will tell you about my busy days, sorry for the lack of pictures. busy= less pics :x sorry yea but yea enjoy! i seriously miss just doing nothing and long hours of sleep! :( but  anyways im gonna talk about some things during these 2 weeks :) so many things i want to blog about but i keep on forgetting things. haha sorry but i shall try my best!

some ppl might know that my mom came over to KL for a conference so i took this chance to meet up and of course spend time with her and also Theresa! :D hehe definitely feels a little like a holiday cause my mom bought me the things i needed and also things i want! :p and you know that sense of security you have when youre with your parents? yea that feeling :) hehe

mom brought over some love! :D hehe scroll down more and you get to see what it is :D

 heheheheheh :)

 campus camp 2013. WOW just wow ;) words cant describe how much fun i had but the most important thing was that i felt like i was closer to God. yea the feeling of belonging and loved :) so many things happened last year and the start of this year, i just needed to surrender to Him :) met so many new friends through camp and also spend loads of time with homies (were gonna split soon) :) yea and i got to really hang with Patricia again! :D just like old times :) hmmmm cannot describe all lah, would have to experience it yourself :) hehe mind you, the place wasnt grand at all, cockroaches in rooms and flies during meals but definitely worth it :) and some other things as well :) BTW MY TEAM WON OKAYYYSSSS. we lah paling enthusiastic! :D haha i was actually not assigned to any teams at first (they forget my name)  so i thought my team was nothing. they proved me wrong! :D seriously great time :DD

 this was taken in church. haha my huddle leader and also pillar of support, Jade :) pretty eih? :)

 did immobilization of enzymes for bio prac :)

 ahhhhh this was what my mom broguht over! :DDD hehehehe

 after camp, me and my homies really got closer. haha we hang out now like seriously very often. starbucks! :D

 churchhhhhh :) acts kids builders on rock :)

 BIG CAMPUS WELCOME PARTYYYY :) hehe ask me about it if you wanna know ;) polaroidssssss

 if you follow me in insta, you would have seen this :) the vouchers are definitely for these! :D

 wonderful birthday gift from Clara and Pat! :D so so blessed and also from Lawrence! didnt take a pic but yea. haha

 had huddle meeting with Pat and Jade on tuesday :) wow felt great :) the support and encouragement :) i just wish that i could tell more and do more. hmmm well we went to this place in Bangsar called Nosh. erm the food was good :) but pricey lah. haha

 another bio prac! :D

 yessss it was pink wednesday! 

 anddddd last night was crazy. went to have dinner with homies and ended up coming back around 1. LOL went to visit Lawrence in his workplace (which i shall not mention but its kinda obvious HAHA) and waited for him to finish but ended up didnt even get to talk much. LOL this game is superrrrr funnnnnn. hahaha

 this is pretty good :)

okay im gonna talk about some things here. just need to let out some things. so many things happening to me but thank God i have friends who are supportive. i may look okay outside but sometimes im really just breaking down. confused about my future, regretting about the past. definitely two of the worst feelings ever. but im gonna trust God fully. please help me God :( yea i dont know but i seriously have this feeling of regret all the time. dont ask me whether i have feelings cause im pushing it down, deep. now im just looking from afar, staring at my phone and living in the past hoping that things were back like how it used to be. sigh.  

thats about all. 

His love never fails

it feels like ive been riding on a cloud, rushing through things with touch and go experiences. and then i get slapped hard with the reality of it all. problems, out of all the time, have to happen in one time. regrets, disappointment, anger, love, confusion, a mixture of it all. so confused right now, worried and scared. really am trusting God fully in this, what is His purpose for my life. 

i dont know why, living such a young life, im having all these kinds of regrets. asking myself why and what ifs. something that didnt bother me at first, means the world to me now. missing moments, reflecting memories. constantly. 

praying hard for everything around. i believe its time i grow up, we grow up. and move the hands of God.  

safety zone

i decided to just finish off with this post, i might have more stuff to blog about later on. haha :) this is what i meant about my eyes getting smaller. sooner or later its gonna be -.- haha the reason why i took this pic was cause that morning was the morning of my interview, can you see the anxiety in my eyes? :)

thank you ppl for the gifts and wishes :) appreciate it :) oh yea special thanks to my KL friends, be it college or church. even though my birthday already over, they still treated me and all. esp my church friends, LOL funny night, everyone got lost and ended up eating dinner at 10. haha but still thank you all! :D

 my friend was so excited when i did this, this pic was not taken by me.

 open house! :D super funnnnnn :)

 sorry yea i couldnt rotate the pic so yea :) all the food are birthday celebrations meal so yea :)

 the 10 pm dinner. HAHA

 my church friends still bought a cupcake and lit it and sang happy birthday :) AWWWW :))) and everyone had to wake up at dawn to go to church to serve except me. AWWWW :3 thank you all! and homes is gonna split already :(((( wouldnt be able to meet and have fun with all the homies in homes anymore :(((

 it was my church's 13th anniversary last sunday :) hehe was serving and i was running around the whole time but it was fun :) got to spend more time with the teachers and all :) but some small matter happened which i dont wanna mention but yea :) hehe great time! and and i met so many KK ppl as well that i didnt know were in KL. like WOAH :O haha

 awesome walk through memory lane :) the the thumbprints represent balloons which ascends the church every year :) the more balloons, the higher the church flies :)

 and then i had lunch with the homies to celebrate another homies' bday :) then it was time with KK ppl! :D

 we decided to have our own chap goh mei dinner since all of us are here, indeed great time catching up :)

 another pic to prove how awesomely small my eyes are getting. haha

  this took like ages to finish. HAHA

 everyone except stanley will kill me for posting this pic. haha

 hehe :)

 yeap :) 

 and then the next day, my bio class had lau sang! haha 

  

it is another week of torture.

"church which is irresistible to God, will be irresistible to men." ~Ps Kenneth